The Pain inside

Today was one of the saddest days
That I've ever had
All the pain is getting to me
And making me feel so sad

So once again I reach for the knife
To release the pain I feel inside
I just don't know what to do
There's no more places I can hide

I'm slowly starting to realize that
My life will never be the same
And the worst part of this
Is I'm the only one to blame

The world I used to know and love
Is slowly growing farther away
And all the pain I feel inside
Grows more and more eachday

I wish that there was someone
Out there who could understand
How I'm actually feeling
And maybe lend a helping hand

I have a good feeling
That this is my new life
Filled with pain and sorrow
Which makes me contimplate the knife...

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