Goobye Christen Goodbye Phillip

It was 9:15 am
I was just sitting in the chair
I was trying to wake up
The phone rang
my mom answered it
she told my brother and I to come to the table
she sat us down
and told us the news
she told us christen had been in an accident on her way to school
she said will was alright
as soon as she said that we both asked about christen
mom sighed and gave us the bad news
I can still hear it over and over in my mind "Christen died"
she said it would be alright
i did not agree
and I still do not
I miss her so much
she was only 16 years old!
it hurts to know she is gone
I still remember the night before
we all hung out in town at a friends house
we all went outside to leave and I remember that last hug. I remember that last time she said "Goodbye Pooks I love you"
She and I always called eachother pooks..I do not know where it came from
6 months laster my mom told me some more bad news-Phillip my close friend had died from cystic fibrosis-he suffered from it his whole life
I am glad he is not hurting anymore..but I just want him back-I want both of them back..

**This is a true story..I lost these two friends last year..I would really appreciate it if you would comment esp. if you have been through death of a friend of loved one and let me know how you have made it this far..cause I just do not know how to go on