Tired

I got a new cut last night
it wasn't a normal one
the kind from a fight
or made by a gun

i made this one
to try and end me,
i tried to end myself
cause i hate being me
I'm tired of that shame
that only you bring

I'm tired of me
and I'm tired of you
I'm done with myself
I'm through owing you

self infatuated though i may seem
your the one with the sadistic gleam
you love hurting me like i hurt myself

your the knife that twists
way down in my soul
the secret destroyer of my body and mind
your the grim reaper
coming to take away my soul

©jacob