Shedding

I'm shedding every single layer
Shedding what i have left of my fear
Shedding not a single tear
You see not that I'm alive
But I'm really dying inside
And no one can even see
Whats disintegrating my happiness
Cause it stays inside of me
the skin is tearing away
whats left of me to stay
nothing but my nothingness
and my loneliness
my rage
what is there to engage
pretending to be happy
playing make believe
not this time
i;m not going to justify my mind
I;m just going to shed everything thats left
and everything that I've felt
I'm going to shed every layer
shed it to the ground
and never smile but always frown