It's like a recurring nightmare
That I go through repeatedly
Every laugh I dare laugh
Every smile I dare smile
Is snatched away..so cruelly
There are days when I do get happy
But I get caught up in myself
So tightly, that I never stop to see
That maybe I'm fooling myself
But maybe everyone is fooling me
I tried to be your everything
Whenever you needed me
All I asked was please don't leave
But even to that you didn't agree
I was with you through it all
To make sure you were alright
But now my days go by lonely
With sad memories of you at night
I look at your picture often
To convince myself that it's okay
But then I think of how you left
A good-bye you dint care to say
And every time there's someone new
That I think I can call my own
I'm betrayed once again
Left here..by myself..all alone
Lying awake in darkness
I wait for the hurt to subside
Shattered friendships, shattered lies
How I live is just shattered inside
