Valantines day won't be the same this year

Valentines Day won’t be he same this year
As I will be all alone
I will not receive a card with flowers
Nor a call on my phone

Valentines Day won’t be the same this year
As it won’t be about us two
And with every word will come a tear
Each one will be for you

Valentines Day won’t be the same this year
As you won’t be by my side
And along with every tear for you
Will come a silent sye

Valentines Day won’t be the same this year
I’ll spend it weeping at your grave
I’ll try so hard not to break down
I’ll try hard to be brave

I’ll sit by you
For the whole of the day
And even though you can’t speak back
I know exactly what I’ll say

I’ll say how I miss holding your hand
And hugging you real tight
I’ll say how I miss kissing your lips
And how it will soon be all right

I’ll explain that not having you here
Is getting to be too much
I’ll explain that all I want
Is to feel your gentle touch

I’ll explain that when I get home that night
I’ll take my razor blade
I’ll slit my wrist in hope to see you
And wait for my life to fade

When this happens you’ll be waiting there
Ready to take my hand
To take me to a happier place
A place so very grand

It will be just as we planned it
No one there but us
There will no worries or problems
No need to make a fuss

And finally everything is all right
I’ll be all smiles of glee
Everything is perfect
Because you’ll be with me

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