Suicide Note

As i fade away into layers of black,
I see it now,
Courage is what I lacked
All my pain and hatred you\'ll never know.

I thought I could make it one more day
Get over it, and feel ok
But after all the things that you said,
I gave in to the voices within my head!
I must now say goodbye,

Please my baby do not cry!
I'm happier in the world I choose,
My life is no more shades of blue.
I'm happier here,
I'm much more free!
I didn't end my life because of you,
I ended because of me!!
At least I'm smiling from above
Up here I get so much more love,
Don't feel guilty that you left me,
It makes things clearer for me, you see.
It was clear in your world I didn't belong,
My life was a sad and lonely song!
But the time we spent together
I'll hold dear now and forever........

Now close the coffin lid, Set me free
Let me fly and be what in life I could never be!