Do you wonder what your life could have been like if you had chosen something different? I Do.
I wonder if I could forget you if I hadn't seen you.
I wonder if i would have found the truth out.
I wonder if what you say is what you really mean. I'm told one thing by you then I'm told something completely different by someone else.
I'm not sure who to believe because I think I know you then I'm told something and I'm not so sure I do. My life is screwed up right now that I can't figure out my mind anymore. I
'm so lost and scared and no seems to be able to help me. I thought maybe you could but you turned your back like everyone else.
It's funny how the world works.
Yea I love you and you said you loved me but where were you when I needed you.
I trusted you, I believed you and you just left. I went through so much pain. And I don't want to get hurt again.
You don't know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep every night and to have nightmares that never end.
Have you ever woken up to find your face and pillow soaked from your tears? I have everyday.
I just tell my parents I'm not feeling well and they believe me.But it's not that I'm not feeling well it's the pain that's inside me. I
t's taring me apart.
I thought love was suppose to be great but so far all it's doing is killing me.
Have u ever buried your head in your hands because no one around understands? I have.
I wonder what my life would have been like if I hadn't meet you and I think I don't know.
But I do no one thing.
Sorry
PS-should I still think of you?
should I still love you?
