Trapped in my own house
there's no room for me
there's no place to brake out
walking around
trying not to think
time's going slow
it's accumulating inside of me
I'm sick of all the crowd
I'm sick of listening
why should i hold on?
why should i don't bleed?
I DON'T BELONG!
I DON'T EXIST!
the bridge has fallen apart
these walls are closing in
listening the tick tack
waiting for the time
looking at my medicine
which I'm trying not to grab
i try and look for peace
but i just get mad
frustrated is how i feel
it's getting into my mind
they are in front of me
looking at my eyes
reminding me my mistake
the one that screwed up my life
nobody takes me seriously
when i talk about suicide
every time i lock in the bathroom
bloods tears arise
leaving me ashamed
every time i see these scars
getting more depressed
when i go back to life
I DON'T BELONG!
I DON'T EXIST!
it's building inside
it's not gonna leave
why do you think
that i am not prepared?
life has thought me hardly
i can take my own way
i don't like being here
you say it's the best
remember that I'm not you
and i don't know if I'm myself
i don't fit in this place
i can't live being dead
dreaming with a life
living a nightmare
I DON'T BELONG!
I DON'T EXIST!
this place is not my choice
black clouds what i see
