2 Suicides

Shutting the bathroom door
Getting into the tub with water over flowing to the floor

Holding the knife so tight
Cutting my wrists up right

Now I'm lying in the bathtub dead
With water all around me red

Not knowing anyone was in there
My mom walks in without a care

Her eyes suddenly fill up with fright
Screaming with all her might

I know that she cant hear my voice
But what i did was my own choice

I do wish i would have told her i love her and goodbye
Tell her its not her fault and not to cry

Mommy don't worry about me
I'm finally happy and set free

Mommy it will be OK
Getting better with each day

She's calling 911
The ambulance is here now its all over and done

But as the days went bye
All mommy did was sleep and cry

Always laying round the house
Being quiet as a mouse

I'm checking in on mommy, looking to see
That Mommy's on the floor with a gun in her hand, now mommy set her self free

Together again we are
Right beside each other not far

Now i can tell her i love her and not goodbye
And tell her it wasn't her fault that i chose to die.