I Envy the Dead

All my hope is lost
I feel so useless
That my life has no cost
I'm just something worthless

I don't mean anything to anyone
I have no purpose to keep living
I want to be dead
Thats why I envy the dead

All there dreams have been lifted up
All of there dreams have came true
I want to die
To have a reason to be

I want to be able to fly
I want to be able to stopping wishing and try
I want to stop hoping and take stand
That someday they'll understand

I want to throw all the trash away
And I want to stand up and scream
I want to die and be reborn
It's time to stop dreaming

I envy the dead
Their lives are perfect
Some have been through the same S H I T
And now its time for me to go
I'm sorry I let you go