Its only a lie

I realized today Ive been living a lie
Ive been living behind a mask of someone I do not know

I wish I could get out
I wish I could escape
but you cant get out of what you do not know

I realized today you do not feel the same
I poured my heart out but you turned away

I liked you so much that it hurt so bad when I found out the truth

I realized today I'm living in a world of confusion of hurt and heartbreaks of loss and gain

I realized you do not like me
You like her
Its not alright but ill be OK but i will never recover from the pain of realizing how my whole life has been a lie.