Why do I find myself
In the same place once again
Am I cursed to be
In pain all over again?
I am feeling left out and down
As we go round and round
I fall down and I break my crown
Please help me up so I don’t drown
In my sea of misery
The one that flows from the pain of me being me
Please just talk to me and tell me its alright
Please just yell at me if you don’t want me to fight
If you don’t want me
Tell me so
Don’t make me wait
Till its too late
Kill me or love me
Or do both in one
But please if your gonna kill me
Do it now
Please don’t wait
Its hurts tenfold when you do
I love you so
But you don’t know
Just try to go
Or leave me be
Or just help me
Not to be
Choose or lose
Ill die or booze
Either way I’m goin down
Shoot me kill me
Just hope you’ll never be me…