Alone in the Dark

I sit here alone in the dark
no light, not a single spark
I've been cursed
peoples lives are bad, mines the worst
my minds plain, not a single expression
cause I'm locked in this deep depression
the more i try the less i gain
can't stand this mental pain
its like I'm in a war
between me and the devil
so what am i fighting for
i don't know
the harder i fight the deeper i go
but I'm done I'm throwing the shovel away
I'm could just end my life
today..