*I Died Because Of You*

I might as well give up on this
On you, on us, our final kiss
I almost fell in love for you
But when I did, my heart did too

I guess you left a final mark
I'm in the corner, in the dark
I wanted to stay, and begged to live
But the heart was in love, it didn't forgive

Searched through the desk, found the gun
I hope that for you, this will seem fun
I pulled the gun up to my head
But your words had stopped me, what they said

I wish you didn't stop the thought
Now I'm still in love that I once fought
I looked at the shelf that's covered with dust
Why did I give you all of my trust?

Now I'm sitting and taking the pills
Feeling the pain that it all slowly kills
My whole life that I lost, but had
Somehow doesn't make me sad