No Escape

How'd she know
How'd she find out
I guess it's all my fault
I should have covered it better
Shouldn't have locked myself away
Could've acted the same way
It's taken her 6 months to notice
6 months to care
I think she knows
Theres so much evidence
So much going against me
This has finally made me realize
Realize my depression is real
My blood stained furniture
This book, my confessions
I wonder has she read any
Or is it just the way I've been acting
I know she sees the scars
I know she has some idea
I don't want to run from my problems
but I want to be free
I want to get away from everything that's pulling me down
I want to do something for me
and I want to do it without wondering how it will effect other people
I'm expected to be their rock
I'm the one that's happy
Got no problems of my own
I'm just the listener
Why can't they see my fake smile
Why can't they see I'm dying
Why can't they understand
Understand I'm breaking down
Can't they see I'm unable to take much more
it's been over 6 months now
I thought it was just a phase
But now I know it isn't
I know things won't change because of them
Don't get me wrong I love to help
But no one seems to listen to me
It all builds up inside me
There's no escape