I want to believe in the person that you are
Or at least the person you used to be
I do not want to let go of the boy I met
Or believe that you meant to hurt me
I wish that I could rewind to back then
The first few nights we enjoyed together
I want to freeze those tender moments
And hold them close to my heart forever
I remember the feeling of happiness
I have never felt so totally at peace
I met somebody who finally understood
Being with you was such a huge release
My depression seemed to fade away
All of a sudden a new world appeared
Nothing could make me sad anymore
And losing you was the only thing I feared
I did not expect instant commitment
Or even for you to be more than a friend
But I did see you as a kindred spirit
Someone on who I could always depend
I know that inside you are hurting badly
Losing your dad must have been so hard
I could never comprehend your pain
Or the visions that leave you scarred
Maybe that is the reason you shut down
Or maybe someone else has your heart
But you did not have to hide the truth
And tear our new found friendship apart
I respect honesty so much in a person
So right now I feel let down by you
I guess I should have learnt my lesson
That boys like that are too good to be true
