Every breath

I'm dieing
I'm crying

I'm even lieing
i don't know why I'm even trying

every breath i take
is another promise i break

i don't know why i even try
sometimes i wish i could just die

but then i think of you
then i don't know what to do

so then i cut
nothing but

i watch the blood
rush to the ground
to see if it makes a sound

then i cut more and more
just to watch my blood rush to the floor

then i set everything aside
and i think of suicide