I take a deep breath,
filling my lungs with something more than air,
but with the words that came from her mouth.
Sending all kinds of emotions through my veins,
giving me a frostbite chill that runs from north to south
to my toes, where the chill causes the most pain.
Hugging her clothes to get her scent,
eating alone at the dinner table,
such a depressing event.
Staring at her photos, looking deep into her eyes
getting lost in a trans like feeling as if I was
looking at the Northern Lights in the night sky.
Feeling something touching my lips,
as my lips remember the times when we used to kiss.
Such a sweet taste that chocolate, or candy can't be
compared, me leaving you is something I could never say,
or even dare.
A flashback of me holding your hand, while
I was slowly caress your thumb with mine.
Just telling you with no words,
that everything will be fine.
I really miss those times.
Now, I can only hold you in my dreams,
only if my imagination cooperates with me,
so it seems.
Waking up right before we kiss,
I try to get back to sleep before the kiss
becomes a miss.
All I see is black fading into gray,
then slowly developing into an image,
telling me to wake up, and to stay away.
How can I stay away from the person that I love,
the person I fought for, the person I always think of.
Even though your far away,
it feels like your close.
I can feel your presence as if you were a ghost.
Every time I see you I have to stop and stare,
to see if my eyes are playing tricks on me,
did I just see a man walking on air?
I know your not here in person,
but I bet your thinking the same thing.
I thank you for everything,
for showing me what true love
has to bring.
