If only I thought

The day you broke it off
was the day I fell
To the lowest of all the places
No one can come and pull me out
I find myself alone...unknown..and hurt
Please god tell me that I'm still asleep
If I still be waking
Kill me now
For my life is no longer worth while
I'd rather die
Then suffer the pain you put me through
I'd rather suffer all physical pain
Then suffer the emotional pain you put me through
I realize now that nothing is impossible
It is just inevitable
I'll lay low beyond the layers of the earth
Where no one will notice me
or care for me
its best if no one cares for me
then no one is hurt the day i die