Is anything worth it?

All the colors blend
into one bland color
I am standing still
while everything else around me flys by
life is blurry
I take a second and think
Is it worth it?
Or will I end up with the short straw?
Take some chances I tell myself
or nothing will ever happen
I\'ll be the same old boring person that everyone seems to hate
I stumble and fall
But pull myself up off the floor
putting on a smile
that seems to say I don\'t care
But inside I am crying
Always crying
for you
for me
for my life