Its getting harder and harder to keep myself up it hurts so much I can't hold it in,
I need to tell you I do still LOVE you and NEED you I need you more than a friend,
I know that I said I'm over you but its not that easy just to let go,
You were my first love the first guy I called mine and I will always love you so,
I want to tell you how much I love you but its hard because I know you don't care,
But its still not fair how much I need you and your just never there,
I know your not worth it but its so hard to realize that because I still have faith in you and me,
Because theres something about your love that feels so right and I know we were meant to be
