You mean so much to me

I look at my arm
so many scars
so much pain
I dunno what to do anymore

I'm cutting deeper and deeper
I'm bleeding more and more
I'm dying slowly and painfully
All because of you

Why did you do this to me?
Why aren't you here when I need you?
Why don't you understand how I feel
I love you baby!

I feel so alone
So confused
so scared
so lost
I'm afraid, help me baby
I need you
You mean sooo much to me