Ill remain in pain until im found

I stubble around wondering
When this will all end
When the pain will dissolve
And ill find a true friend

I drift to sleep at night
Dreaming of a better life
When will my dreams come true
Im tired of this shity life im going through

Nothing seems to make sense
None of it adds up
What did I do that was so wrong
To end up living like I do

There is a better place
I dream of it I know
Can’t I fly away to it
Upon the magic carpet out my window

I know that is not going to happen
So ill just remain
Locked inside this horror house
Letting all the blood drain

Ill remain stumbling around
Falling to the ground
Crying every last tear
Until my new life is found