I hate...

I hate that your close to me, your trust is what I fear.
This feeling of you knowing me and always being near
I hate the way you want to talk and showing that you care
The way you want to hold me just makes me really scared
I tried to get away from you but you always drag me back
Into your world of hope and love you just want me to lack
The skills to support myself and help me through the years,
Because I know one day you wont be there and I will have to deal with my fears.
I wont be able to support myself through the problems that lie ahead
Because you did it for me and left my senses dead.
I don’t want this to happen, if you like me you will see
I need to be alone, so please just let me be!