Dilemma (Him or You)

You fell in love with me
That\'s where you went wrong
Cuz I never expected
for your feelings to grow so strong
You showed me what it meant
to be treated like a lady
And although they were your boys
we still sensed them hating
You started to give my man
a run for his money
And to tell you the truth
I found that kind of funny
Things you did for me
he would never have done
So in a win/lose situation
you would have won
Whatever I wanted
thats what I would get
You would do sweet things
when you saw me upset
We would go to the movies
Stay up late on the phone
I'll call you Redman, laugh it off
apologize, then call you Tone
Whenever I needed you
You always seemed to be around
And whenever we went out
you always held it down
You played your position
I had a man, you had to wait
But as soon as he was gone
you stepped up to the plate
Just when things were good
and you were ready to be mine
I realized that all this
was just a test of time
My love for him was tested
with nothing but the best
So when I chose him over you
you said I settled for less
And it was kind of true
Cuz I know I deserve more
You was everything I needed
nothing like I had before
A new beginning is what scared me
had me going from him to you
From him I gained nothing
From you I had too much to lose
So I chose him, I left you
I stayed with what I was used to
But now I?m still hurting
Cuz I wanna be with you
I don?t know what to do
I?m still so confused
Cuz when I think of him
I end up thinking of you
The times that we?re together
I wonder if he loves me
Cuz the only time I felt it
were the many times you told me
Every time you said you loved
I knew that you meant it
Cuz you looked me in the eye
and you knew that I felt it
You be showing me your love
in the weirdest of ways
We could of made a movie
from all the scenes that you made
Every time the phone rang
I knew it was you
I?d hear your voice when you?d say
?Just checking up on you?
I?d tell you Ima come through
So be there when I go
You?d tell me ?In the meant time
reportate o te pico?
I wanna be with you so bad
to how everything was before
but its that I?ve hurt you so much
and I don?t wanna do it more
The person I choose to be with
Doesn?t appreciate me at all
But the only time I see that
is when you decide to call
When we talk it?s like you always know
exactly what I?m thinking
and that?s when I ask myself
?What exactly am I thinking??
Why do I put up with sh*t
that I know I don?t need?
Why don?t I cross over
to where I know the grass is green?
I ask myself if its love
or am I just attached?
Am I just used to his love
or do our hearts really match?
Should I be with you
or do I rather cry?
Should I accept the truth
or put up with the lies?
There?s one more question
that I?ve been thinking of
do I love him
or is it you that I love?