A lover but also best friend.

I'm on the phone,
trying not to feel so alone.
The sound of your voice,
it leaves me with no choice.
I'm lost in the thought of ever losing you as my best friend,
I want you to be by my side till the end.
You’re capable of making me happy,
even when I feel so crappy.
When you hug me,
I try not to see.
Cause I know I'm slow,
but I just want you to know.
Sometimes I cant help it,
when the words just don’t fit,
when u leave me breathless,
and all I want to do is confess.
You’re the only thing that’s right,
and I’ll stand up and fight,
cause you know ill give my life for you,
and ill only do what I think is true.
Sometimes I think about the future,
once we’re older and mature,
Will I finally realize that I'm a moron? Will I ever confess to myself that its time move on.
But I’ll continue to smile,
and pretend im not on the edge of denial.
And my days start out like hell,
but when your finally around it all goes swell.