I sit here all alone
I made a mistake and have got blown.
Somewhere not with you
The days go by just sitting here
Its like a child without his toys
Its like a shoe without laces
Its like a parent losing their child
Its like losing what you desire.
Every day goes by hurting each and every minute
Knowing that I made a mistake
And caused a bad ending
Sitting all alone dreaming of you
Holding on to this dream
That will one day maybe be reality.
I cant let go
no matter what happens
I cant watch my favorite soap opera.
To many thought come to me.
To many thoughts come to me
To many things I wish were still true
I just wish to be yours again
But things usually don't happen my way.
One thing for sure
I know I cant let go
I hope I can move on one day
If my dreams doesn't become a reality
I hope I meet someone just like you.
Someone that can make me happy
Happy as I was
When spending time with you.
Its so hard to let go
You touched me in a way
That made me feel so real
So real and comfortable
I was trying to be myself
And not someone else.
Even though you let me go
I cant let go of you
I just thought I'd tell you
what I think of you
You are what i call
every girls dream
A guy that cares a lot
and tries to do whats right.
You respect a lot
very smart and very bright
Its very hard to find
Its difficult to let go.
My dream is a dream
and I have to think positive
That one day it may come true
To keep me alive
