A long time ago

I once had a soul
i once had feelings
but this was long ago
cause now my soul is black and cold

i once had a life
one time i even had a vibe
with lots of friends in this time
but know my best friend is the knife
the one that drowns my pain before i could cry

years ago i had no scars
i didn't even go to bars
but now i wear long sleeves
to hide the scars that bleeds

i want to know what happened to me
i remember i had a soul that flew freely
i had a heart that pumped beautiful red
just the way it fled

but now my heart pumps black
i have fears and hide in a shack
i have no more tears to cry
cause Ive cried them all I'm just waiting to die

life is crap
but in the end everyone has to adapt
and here i am choosing it adapting to it
being just like everyone else, just like shit

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