No more tears..just blood

No more tears saturate my fears
no more smiles are truly real
i slit my veins only to feel

the pain is overwhelming and the the hurt is everlasting
the numbness is constant and the emptiness is all i feel nothing to me is actually real

I sit alone to see the blood the acid falling down my arm
i never realize it until the morning when i see the harm

tears will just not come my heart is truly numb

i pray that the pain will subside but the heartbreak will always be by my side

too much pain, and no more tears, I've been hurting for too many years

the blood will continue to stain my arm and I'll just continue to see the harm