I hold things in and people say i need help but nothing can take away all this pain inside. people ask me am i OK i tell them i will be fine.all i want is my dad back.i understand that god takes everyone for a reason but what i don't understand is why, why now, why him,why not somebody else i will never forget the night i spent the night with my sister and came home and found out you was at the hospital i got a call from my uncle he didn't know i heard him say my dad had died i tried to hide my tears i didn't want my sister to know. i hold it all inside i don't show my tears i wait till night time when i am in my room by myself i Berry my head in my pillow and just scream and cry.i ask god why why did you have to die i never had a chance to say goodbye please god please bring him back to me just to let him know i love him and i want to tell him good bye i look at my mom and say why why he have to die i look into the sky and i wonder wonder why.dad if you can hear me I LOVE YOU
