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by Serena Feb 5, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
My life is a bitter coldness, like the cold winters of the north. My heart but a colour black, and I feel I can't go forth. Why should I try harder, when I keep on falling down? I am so confused! What should I do now? Chorus*:How can I survive, in a world so alone? I just wanna scream, NO,NO,NO,NO! It seems like no one will love me, so why should I live? Nothing seems like living for. No one seems to care about what I have to say. Hope, is the only thing that seems to keep me at bay. Chorus* I seem to be invisible, like no one can hear my plea. That I just wanna be happy. I just wanna be me. No matter what I do, things always go wrong. My life is over. That's it. It's gone. Chorus* I just wanna have some fun. Go out and spread some joy. I don't care who it's with. Girl or a boy. Time for me to lighten up, for me to lose this frown. I'll try to look up some more instead of always looking down. Depression is very big on my mind. Maybe if I'm more happy, I'll be a bit more kind. Chorus*