Never Easy

If you ever doubted I loved you and now I can’t count the ways, you never understood me though you were here each day. I know its hard to grasp how quickly I did fall, right into the fire with no stops to help at all, or to put out the fire that burned me deep inside. For every time I cried. At times the fire was distant yet the pain will always remain. I realize its hard to accept love and at first I fought it too, I never thought I would be unwise enough to fall in love with you. They say Heaven isn’t easy and love is a sweet, sweet gift but how can we trust love, if time can easily change it and true love comes to few? Love is never easy and a sweet gift I think not, but true love is a gift that too many have forgot, so trust is a key issue of love and whether its true or not for a precious moment it lives in one spot. My question is, is it better to never love and never experience true betrayal that follows after love leaves the loved and lover behind bitter towards each other? Stuck in memories of another time too angry to understand for a short while they held genuine love in their small hands? Love leaves quickly and for a true few it chooses to stay on and on till another day. Most believe they will never love another way but who’s to say love must remain? Why can’t we take it into our own hands until we feel its all good and right