Love
The word disgusts me now
Every time I hear it
I shiver
Love
It’s done too much to me
It’s left me broken
Beyond repair
Sometimes I wish I just never felt it at all
At least then I would still be whole
It’s stupid anyways I try to tell myself
Who cares I don’t need to be loved?
Who does?
No one
Love just brings hurt
And I can’t take that anymore
I want to be hard
Hard as stone
And cold
Cold as ice
So I don’t feel this emotion that I’m so scared of feeling
And so my heart isn’t taken out n ripped in half again
That’s why just hearing the word gives me the shivers
Because it’s something
I never want to feel again
