Every day i must face defeat
every day i must live with the mistakes i made
i wish i could just end all this
i wish all this never happen
but life for me just wasn't meant for me
every girl i ever liked
all become my enemy
all become someone who hate me now
even the girl who i really loved
who i once loved really much
they all become my enemys
and they all become someone i must forget
my life is painful
my life is not a great one
but i still walk a head
and don't let the friends i once trust in my way
cause everytime they found out
they destroyed my life even more
i don't want to get back stab
i don't want to get strike down again
so i walk alone with my shadow and mind
but i always
i could be with a girl i can really trust and love
other then a girl who i thought loved me
but hated me....
i don't wish to make more enemys
i don't wish to keep fighting a war
i just wish i could sit down and rest
with someone that will never become a enemy to me
but love me....
