I wish you could see
could understand
That deep in my heart
I'm still crying
and I'm starting to think
That so long ago
I gave up on trying
For so long now
I haven't cared
about anything; given a damn
in the hours of the night
I dream of "perfect"
where nothings wrong; nothings right
In the hours of the night
I'm still crying
and I'm starting to think
that so long ago
My life was falling apart
it was dying
I used to try to make
the best of things
But I've given up
it's a waste of time
And I'm tired
of wasting my time
My life just passes
me by
So, for the last time
I'm not going to lie
to you;
Deep in my heart
I'm still crying
and I'm starting to think
That so long ago
We all gave up on trying
