Crying

I sit up crying,
and wishing I could forget,
this life is lieing,
but I keep on trying,
I'm trying not to give up on hope,
but it only seems as if hope as gaven up on me,
when you say I love you,
I just sit there and cry,
because I know it is a lie,
I know your heart is on someone else,
Then why wont you just say goodbye?,
your just lying,
lying to yourself and me,
and making me cry these tears of pain,
I know crying will be a regret,
but It seems If I do,
things will pass by,
My heart cries a tear,
when I know that your near,
things need to come clear,
as I cry my last tear