BeTtEr ThAn YoU

I don't want anything,
From you I hate!
Because of you,
I find things out too late.

Because of you,
I hate myself.
Because of you,
I can't handle the weight.

I can't get close,
I push people away.
I have nothing close,
I have NOTHING!

I hate you for this,
But I despise myself,
Because I let it happen.
I sat and watched as you tore me apart.

Ther's nothing left to me,
what more could you want?
I'm reaching out for help,
But not from YOU!

You discust me,
You make me sick.
I hate being alone,
But it's better than being with you...