People think its easy to get over.
Like it was no big deal.
They still have their lives and
here they sit on their high pedistals
and say get over it. It is over now.
"You want us to feel sorry for you"
No I don't.
I still miss my dad sue me.
They all still have both their parents.
I have one. I love that one to death but i would give up my awesome live to have him back.
I hate just sitting.
When i just sit all i can think about
is him. Do they know how that feels? Its been 9 months and I still have a hard time accepting he's gone. Its so hard to go on knowing that the one you loved the most is gone.
Its getting harder. Every day past is a day closer to his anniversary.
And it kills me. It just breaks my heart knowing I will NEVER see him again. Hes not in heaven, he's in hell. That thought alone breaks my heart. The last time I will ever see him is when I saw him dead at the hospital.
But You all continue saying its easier to get over. You haven't lost your parent yet.
But I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy... so you are all safe on that.
