Suicide

You see me each day
you see me walk away
but what you don't see is the inside of me
you want to know what suicide means to me
Slicing my wrists ending the pain
Undoing my wrong end with nothing to gain
Ignoring my thoughts dying inside
Crying out but nobody hears so i commit suicide
Ignoring my pleas you see me
Dying now turning away now
Engaging in sin dying is how I'll win
thats what it means to me
its something you can't see
im still dying still crying
still cutting still slicing
but not dead yet
still here
surprised? why should you be?
you not me