Jealous

Your just jealous
because i have things
you cant imagine

Your just jealous
because people love me
but you have no idea

You say your jealous
because I'm perfect
but your totally wrong

You don't understand
the things i go through
everyday i suffer

When i come home from school
I'm beat, I'm hit
my only release is to cut

I cannot help what they say
i cannot help what you say
i cannot help myself

Everyday is like an illusion
grabbing the knife
making the pain go away

Left to right
up to down
i cannot help but drown

Drowning in the sorrow
of my bloody tears
of my bloody cuts

This is my release
and theres nothing you can do
so go away

Theres nothing i can do
but be myself
so go away

Leave me be
to cut and slice
just leave me alone... that would be nice