It Kills Me...

It kills me when I see you,
With that girl hand in hand,
It kills me that I sit here alone,
Wishing you would understand.

It kills me when Im here at night,
Cutting my life away,
It kills me when I realise,
You wont be here someday.

It kills me when you say you care,
But deep down I know your lying,
It kills me that inside my heart,
I know Im slowly dieing.

It kills me when I pass you by,
And you turn away at the sight,
It kills me when no-one realizes,
My tears only fall at night.

So if all this is killing me,
Then why not make it true,
With this blade I will be gone,
With my every thought of you.