You said forever

You said forever, but that never came,
Now I go through heartbreak once again,
When we started out it was like a dream come true,
Because since the day we met I dreamed of you,
You had other girlfriends, but I remained strong,
Then there was me, which didn't last for long,
We had some good times, but I still feel pain,
And the only way to let go is by slicing into my vein,
Believe me I don't want this anymore then you,
But its something that I now have to do,
When we ended, I promised myself I was OK,
Now I promise myself I shall die someday,
You treated me so bad through it all,
Now you watch me die, watch as I fall,
You said you never loved me, how can that be?
When I close my eyes at night, you're the only thing I see,
You told me you needed someone to love you,
And there I was, my heart so true,
You used what I felt so you wouldn't face depression,
Now this is my final, and last confession,
Ive never been hurt so bad, or felt so much pain,
The screams I hear slowly send me insane,
I hate what you've become, how you used me,
How you put me through a never ending misery,
With my last attempt I will be sure,
As I slice deep into my vein once more,
To every broken heart out there,
I feel your pain, but you don't care,
You were supposed to be my best friend,
But i suppose its my fault that this is the end,
As thoughts of death rush in, I try to run and hide,
But its now too late, because in my heart I have died.