I Wish

I Use These Poems To Say Things I'd Never Say
The Things That I Wish Would All Just Go Away

My Life Is a Living Hell I Wish I Could Escape
And Give Into My Suicidal Thoughts, And My Suicidal Fate

Some People Rape Me With Their Words They Don't Realize It Hurts
They Belittle Me And Belittle Me And Minimize My Worth

Sometimes I Wish For Better Days I Know I'll Never Have
If Anyone Wants To Be Me My Life Is Up For Grabs

People Label Me Like a Can Of Soup
You Would Be Surprised At Just How Low They Stoop

I Wish I Could Close My Eyes And Never Re-awake
Instead Of Happiness I Wish It Was My Life This World Would Take

Some Despise And Some Just Envy Me
Just Because Of My Looks Despite Of What They See

I'm Everything Of What I Never Wanted To Be
I Wish That I Was Everything And Everyone But Me