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by Noelle k. Feb 5, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / other
Meet my friend Mr.Blade, he helps me cope with the emotional pain. with every slice and every dice i become numb. i don't know why i feel the way i do its not anybodys fault other then my own. i cant explain whats going on... when i see the blood i get satisfaction i like punishing myself for everything Ive done. blade is a very good friend of mine hes Sharpe, shiny and depends on me, i depend on him as well. i know we can get the job done. i start to shake and i pull out Mr.Blade,i put him at a angle and drag him across my skin. i can see the pretty red becoming more and more visible upon my skin. a grin surfaces on my face, a tear falls down my check followed by 100 more. i don't enjoy what i do but what else can i do? i just hope you see something in me besides a weak little girl.please feel free to vote and comment thanks.