Sometimes i feel as if I've lost my best friend.
and when those times come, I'm sure it must not have been.
sometimes i know she'll always be there for me,
but yet sometimes I'm not so sure.
sometimes i wish i could read minds, and sometimes not.
because sometimes i know what she has to say will hurt.
but then again sometimes i know what she feels will make me smile and even make me cry.
sometimes i wonder why things had to turn out this way.
and how i end up always having to pay.
Sometimes i wonder if the hurt and pain will go away.
wonder if Ive really lost her, or if its just me.
and if i really have well she ever come crawling back to me?
sometimes it seems better just to back off then keep trying,
but without her id probably end up dying.
shes what i care about most in life,
because shes my best friend, and i sometimes wonder if she still feels the same...
or am i just insane??
if she were gone, id be so lost.
and part of me would be gone too.
but i sometimes wonder if this is all true?
did i really lose her to someone else??
and if i did will she ever come back...
to say shes sorry.
i sometimes cry wondering if our relationship really did fall.
or if things will ever be different...
or if ill just keep wondering this all....
