Again I'm alone,
I feel trapped,
And just can't go out,
This routine is getting really old,
I do it everyday,
Not that i felt like i had any friends,
But i did have a couple,
Just two girls,
Those guys at my table,
They still think I'm weird,
even Weirder than before,
I think those girls are getting sick of me,
Because of all the complaining,
Look at what D has done to me,
Everyday is just the same,
wake up,
Shot,
School,
Snack
Shot,
Then bed,
Wait i forget to give you the details,
Because when i get home,
I'm all alone,
I'm with myself,
I don't even talk on the phone,
At first this thing ,
it just wasn't so bad,
Now its messed up,
and I'm not too glad,
I just wanna go back,
To being normal,
Or at how i use to be,
That was good enough,
But god if you hear me,
I've had enough,
This life is just getting too tough,
SO please help me,
before i reach my death,
There's too many feelings that I'm holding inside,
I'm worst then before ,
But there's no place to hide,
I don't know why,
That I'm always alone,
I don't even go to the movies,
All i do is moan,
Life loose to be so exciting and new,
But now I'm stuck with you,
So now diabetes ,
look at what you're done,
Life just isn't and can't be fun,
And i hope that your listening ,
And that you there feeling bad,
Because this just is too much,
And I'm telling you I'm sad,
Tonight is the time,
That i will miss a shot,
And hopefully no ones there,
To give me that shot,
And i hope i die,
But its really not my fault,
It's yours,
I hate you ,
And i hope you never forget,
