I know how you want so much to die
i know what it's like to only lie
i know the secrets you keep
i know how each cut cuts deep
i know how you pierce your vein
i know it's because of that pain
i know you're hurting so bad
i know how it makes you so mad
i know you don't want to cut
do you know how much i love you?
do you know how i want to help you through?
do you know this undying fear?
do you know about the tears?
do you know how i wait for you to call?
do you know i try so hard not to fall?
do you know what goes through my head?
do you know i wish i was dead?
do you know i'm not?
i don't blame you because i don't know you anymore. you have no idea how much this is killing me. you have no idea how much i love you. you don't know me anymore either, but i will always be here. i just want you to know that...
