"i got caught"
that's what you told me right after you told me you tried to kill yourself
"she walked in"
is what you said about the night you tried to hang yourself
"i had to go back"
is what you said about that place they put you in
"i wish i was dead"
are the words that won't leave my head
the pain is so deep
and it grows with every secret i keep
i was so close to losing you
i just wish you knew
how much it kills
and how the pain fills
every inch of my soul
cause you are out of control
and there is nothing i can do
to get you through
you haven't stopped
the knife hasn't dropped
it's still in your hand
and i can't understand
why you say no one cares
and why you cant share
why you feel the need
and continue to bleed
you don't deserve this at all
i don't want to see you fall
