Sitting here with my red-flushed face
Stains of endless tears throughout
Weakness all over in my body
My head always full of doubt
Wondering why I continue to go on
Nothing but fears that lie here deep inside
Reminiscing of all the things I've done
Thinking of all the nights I've sat here and cried
Writing all that I think of to continue to breathe
I'm so scared of all these dark emotions I hold
Never-ending thoughts of spilled blood
It makes my body become so cold
Never a day where I don't feel inadequate
The ray of light always seems to be dimmed
Darkness enveloping my heart, my soul, my everything
Continuing on as my hope is trimmed
Forever until the day I die
These tears I will continue to cry
